"I do remember what I said. The promise. To protect her. If I'd done that...even if I didn't make it, you wouldn't have had to jump. I want you to know I did save you. Not when it counted, of course. But after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again, do something different. Faster or more cleverer, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways. Every night I save you."
Spike, Ep: After Life